For some reason, “what are you doing this evening?” feels like a loaded question. I have so many side projects going on at the moment. I’m not sure if it is apart of undiagnosed ADHD or my personality, but I am always trying to do something knowing I likely won’t stick with. I have two consistent hobbies in my life, pole dancing and astrology. Even those two hobbies are often neglected, but I have no problem picking it back up. I don’t fault myself for it anymore, though. At least I try not to. Life is about experiences, so why should I punish myself for wanting to experience so many different things?
With that being said, I can choose to finish reading Matriarch by Tina Knowles, find an outfit for an event I have on Thursday, wash my 2-week old silk press, finish my last ‘For Science’ readings, go shop for new knobs at Hobby Lobby for a dresser I’m painting, , finish painting said dresser, I could tidy up the apartment. There is just so much I could be doing this evening.
Ultimately, I will likely work on finishing the dresser and the readings. I use to feel like I needed to get everything done at once, and I still do at times. However, I’m trying not to harp on everything I won’t get to do this evening and appreciate the time I have to complete the activities I will choose to participate in.
Aishakale 